LIFE

Well Well Well, I think I need more space to think, to organize myself, its all untidy here, No short time plans, neither long term. :) . All are going as if it just another day.. Sometimes I think I'm bored of the usual day 2 day work and I need a real break.. But sometimes I get, just dissolve in the bz or "fake bz schedules..." and ignore my actual desires n goals.. What was I really meant to be, A SSE doing some kind of task in the office, just gazing here and there, helping others, or What I really needed to be.. I dont know.. I just dont know.. How is the environment effecting and affecting me, Whats making news to me, and What I am interested in.. There are plenty of those, for Which the answer is three words.."I dont Know".. So I thought to look back into my past, What was the last significant thing I did last year?? When I was the most happiest day in the last year.. Or when did I had the ever felt sad.. Nothing I cud remember.. :( I know I had enormous number of small, really small instances of fun and sad feelings in my life, but really not worthy to be remembered or may that's what life is..